Argh... i hate athletics!!! and when i want to change im not allowed to, what kind of logic is that? i mean they cant force us to go for a certain cca right? its so unfair... and now my stupid computer is lagging like crazy again no thanks to the countless number of pictures stored in my computer... IM GOING NUTZ!!! i dont like not having the gift of glib... if not i would be able to smooth-talk my way thru life, not exactly anyway... but where was GOD when i needed him the most!!! Ahh... im soooo troubled.. i think im going to need some serious counselling... and i dont feel like seeing certain ppl at church tomorrow, they will nag at like crazy at me again, and i dont like naggers... and I CANT MAKE NATASHA GO FOR CHURCH!!! well... actually she did say she would go if she could... i hate always being nervous like crazy, like for example my chinese teacher asked me to write a word, i remembered the word at first, but when i picked up the marker, i totally forgot!!! and not to mention, i get all emotional when im nervous... i couldnt say a word in front of the stupid cca teacher just now... and whats more, i only speak alot when ppl dont want me to, not when they want me to... i gtg now before i burst and punch the computer... + You werent always there to rescue me +